Sunday, January 1, 2012


Please don't read any further if you don't want to spoil your day.

I apologize in advance.






It seems as though the phrase,
"The older you are, the wiser you get"
doesn't seem to quite apply in real life.

Well, not for me at least.

It seems like more of a,
"The older you get, the angrier you are".


It's the start of a new year and this is how it begins.


Why do you not see that you spoil her?
You deny it incessantly.

I may be wrong to judge by thinking she doesn't appreciate what you do
but does she?

When I bring it up,
you get angry and hush me to drop it.

Don't you understand?

The reason WHY you feel like this is because it's true.

You DO spoil her.

I'm not saying I'm jealous coz' I'm not.
I'm glad you don't spoil me the way you spoil her.

I just want you to know that some things you do,
may not be as significant to her as it is to you.

So don't expect too much.

I don't know why we aren't on the same page anymore.
And I deeply regret it.

Don't know why I keep pulling away.

I feel like I'm going further,
breaking the bonds and overcoming the forces (lol, Mr. Sheat).

But yeah, I think I'm drifting away and it sucks.
I don't want to but I am.

Hopefully this is just a temporary thing.

I really, REALLY want this to be a temporary thing.


But honestly,
People do seem to be angrier as they age.
Maybe it's just me.

Been doing a lot of thinking lately
and it's leading me no where,
besides sleepless nights.



On another note, why do people say,
"I think you can do better".

What's wrong with what I'm doing now??

Is it such a bad decision?

Do I actually need your approval to what I plan to do?

Who cares if it's not a "glamour" job?

You keep asking if I'm happy and I actually am,
but you ask me day after day after day,
what do you want me to say?

"Surprise, just kidding! I actually dislike it.
What to do, what to do."

Of course not!!
I'm actually proud to be going into such a profession.

Why do you, of ALL people think it's beneath me?

It's such an admirable duty, to serve the people.

My parents approving of what I'm doing is all that counts to me.

Say all you want. But they're pretty much all I need.

I'm gonna be one HECK of a nurse
and I'll show you what I've got and what we can do.



Need to fully get this out of my system and move on from it.

Last sigh of frustration and I'm done.





Bye.
Take care.


3:15 PM



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