First of all, there're a LOT of posts that I need to catch up on!Lol. :)On another random note,I thought I was pretty sure of what I was going to do.And was really happy I found my way.I guess it's just slightly different for Asian parentsand I honestly do get where they're coming from.They're worried for my future prospects and what it'll be likein the next.. 10 yearswhen I finally head out to earn a living.And psychology really isn't one of the safest courses with the maximum amountof job opportunities.Maybe I'm just naive to think that, "Hey, I know I can do it. I'll definitely get a job. I'm different".But my parents are the ones with the experienceand what it's truly like in the real world.I really don't want to disappoint them, nor do I want to disobey them.I stand by my principles thatparents really do know what's best.I try not to against their word and take into account all of what they try to say to me.But.. dad doesn't seem to be listening to my point of view.I'm not interested in whatever he seems to be wanting me to do.Accounting? Commerce? Finance?It's not that I'm against it but I feel that I'm really weak in that area of study.I mean, I agree that those really are the safest coursesand the best at establishing yourself for a job in any field.And a wise man once told me that, the most competitive field is the best to be in.You not only gain a LOT of experience but you truly see what it's like.In addition to the amount of $$ you get.Siggh.I mean, I've honestly never had dreams or aspirations before.This may be the first and only time I do.Throughout the years, I've just gone with the flowand it has worked out great!But I guess, I feel like it's time for me to set a mark of my own.I want to be a psychologist.I may or may not have my own business,but I would love to be in that sort of field.Through a company (corporate or private),social services,a volunteering personel,I'll do my best at what's thrown at me.The line between ambition and naivety,is slowly blurring for me.But I'll tell you one thing,Commerce, Finance and Accounting is NOT a field for me.I'll do anything EXCEPT the above.I know it may sound as though I'm giving up even before tryingbut, it's just some of the things that you know.You feel it.I guess my primary aim is to help people.Not financially but at a personal level.I feel that, that's how I'd really work at my full potential.I know both mum and dad are really worriedand dad's getting his close friends to talk to me to "discourage" me.But it makes me want to show them all the more.I'll be the exception.I'll be one of the few.I mean, logically, everything's difficult.It just depends on how your outlook on it is.There may be probabilities and statistics as to how things may work outbut there are always exceptions.Is it really just naivety talking?Or pure, heart-felt ambition?I'm not so sure anymore.Why can't I have a better argument?Anyways,
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONEE!
Gonna need to be up at 8.30am coz' my
AWESOME POSSUM FRIEND! aka SHUFEI (http://shufei93.blogspot.com/)
is taking me to a comic fiestaaaa!
So. Yes.
Take care everyoneee! :)
P.S. Any interested companies can start hiring me now,
so I'd know which to pursue. :P
Lol.
