Everything is moving too fast.It's already the end of the year. :(I've only just begun settling inand now I'm going to have to pick myself upand start afresh.Again?I don't think I'm ready for this.Not at all.I'm not even sure if my three week holiday would prove to be sufficient for anything.I don't know why I'm feeling this way.No. Wait. Actually I do.I don't think I'm going to make it.Not like this.Disappointment.I'm sorry.I guess I'm feeling this coz' I'm hungry and it's nearly 1.00amand I've been receiving emails.Panicking. A lot now.Sometimes the easy way out is at reach, then I rethink.Is it worth it?Well, at this moment I guess so.Does it solve anything?Lol, yeahh! Solves everything!So close.I guess it's semi-gone now.Gonna get some rest and see how it goes tomorrow.I thought throughout the whole week,today would be the best.But suppose it wasn't.Yesterday was awesome! but it wasn't good.I'm sorry.Broke my number one rule to myself.I reckon I subconsciously did it coz' I didn't want to discuss much.I miss the past years.But I guess it's different now.Everyone's moving on.For better or for worse.We really do fear the unknown and the uncertainties of life.But who knew it would be this scary.Lost in a whirlpool of doubt and indecision.I'm sure this is a one day out of a blue thing.So trust me not to talk about this again anytime soon.I'll be able to sort it out on my own.So don't worry. :)Anyways, goodnight everyone! :)
Sorry for a depressing post.
Lol.
Seee ya!
Have an awesome dayy! :)
